I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.  I know I am in love when at those times we're apart, I find myself gazing at the sky in the direction you live and feeling some peace in knowing that you live under the same sky. And I would rather die now than living a hundred years without ever knowing you. It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy. I just hope you understand how much I love you, James. I really miss you right now. <3 <3 <3

Love YOUR Marissa

Just got done talkin to my baby on the phone for a long time. I like how we can jus talk on the phone about anything. Thank you so much for makin me truely happy. I havnt been this happy in several years. I love you, and I'll see you friday. <3

Love, Marissa

My Everything

Who ever knew things could be or get this wonderful. I mean, I bet everyone else is jealous that I go to bed floating everynight after saying goodbye to my  lover and my future husband. How did I get such an amazing boyfriend?? Why me? He's everything girls want, and he's what guys are jealous of. He may not think that, but he is.  I can tell you anytihng and I feel so comfortable around you. All I know is that I am not letting you go, and I wouldn't dare do anything to even risk losing you. James, you are my bestfriend. I am goin to bed now, and looking forward to our life together. Love you bunches.

Love, Marissa

ps..... come play with me <3

Today is my birthday! It's not really a big deal, except that I get to see JAMES!!! I miss him sooo much. We are going to Canada with his friends today, gonna drink a lot.. I dont care... I just want to cuddle with him all night :) Miss you.... 

Love, Marissa